Ai Qing~~~~~~

我以为不去想他, 不去看. 心里就不会思念他吗? 我真的很努力很努力想要忘记那件事!!!!
当一个人大声对另外一个人说出他的心声, 不知不觉会忍不住的掉眼泪....
虽然发生了很多很多不愉快的事, 我也不渴望会有好的变化.

有人那么说,  爱情就是游戏, 谁先付出真心谁就是输家. 可是以后他就不再输了,

另外一位女生就对他说,  如果你把爱情当做游戏. 你或许不会输, 但也不会赢啊.

他回答, 我不会再对爱情抱着不切实际的幻想. 爱情是一种错觉, 是基因在作祟, 是荷爾蒙在搞鬼. 爱情, 99% 都是假的吧, 只有一分是真的.

她: 是什么?

他: 痛!!! 痛是真实的. 可笑的是你身上没有伤, 你不会流血, 可是这种痛会扎扎实实的咬着你不放. 只到把你的心咬下来, 你才能摆脱这种痛. 没有心, 就不会痛.
再忍一下, 我就不痛 了.

她: 她值得 吗? 不过你已经很勇敢了, 明明知道爱情会让人痛, 但你还是尝试了.

他: 哈! 傻的人是我, 你知道我有多傻吗?
我在这里长编大论的同时. 我还是放不下她. 可是你知道吗? 如果她现在发一通电话给我, 我还是会放下一切, 飞奔到她身边.

A bAd Year for me~~~~

It so fast that half a year have already past, during this 6 months a lot of things happen around me... There're really a lot of unhappy stuff happened to me.... *Argh* 为什么会这样!!!!!

Lot's of things that i can't predict, can't control at all!! I hate this kind of thing... This year i had change a lot.. Really a lot that i don't even regconise who am i, Where is the old me??? Haix...... I don want to know so much things.... What for u know so much in the end you have to do a lot more then de other and u eventually can calculate roughly what will happen! I rather be a person who follow through motion and be a blur f*(k so i don know anything at all....

Rejected by airforce due to citizenship, People lose their trust towards me, No longer people look up to me... I am just nobody!!!! Most importantly is that this year i lost my best friend!!! *Argh!!!!*



Tml will be exactly one month since the thing happen, till now i still can't forget and forgive myself.... But i have to continue walking promise myself that i won't contact anymore... Never... 就是不能原谅这样的自己!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

爱情!

爱情是撒旦送来的礼物, 拆开之后你的人生就陷入万劫不负.
爱情是毒药穿的糖衣, 甜美的包装下是致命的危机.
爱情是残酷的游戏, 当你好不容以鼓起勇气付出真心的时候.
再一次让你陷入失望的绝境, 为什么不相信我的真心.
真心是笑话, 勇气是废话.
坚持是鬼话, 忠诚是梦话, 幸福是屁.
所以我的结论是 "qu ta ma" 的爱情.

Chris, I hate you!!!!!!!!!! I hate my life!!!!

You Could Be Happy.

You could be happy, and I won't know.
But u weren't happy the day I watched you go.
And all the things I wish I had not said,
are played in loops'till it's madness in my head.

Is it too late to remind you how we were.
And ot the last days of silence, screamin' blur?
Most of what I remember makes me sure,
I should have stopped you from walking out the door,

You could be happy, I hope you are.
You made me happier than I'd been by far.
Somehow everything I own smells of you.
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true .

Do the things that u always wanted to.
Without me there to hold you back, don't think just do.
More than anything I want to see you go.
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world.

Feelings in me still very puzzle~~ Haix!!! I will du guo de... JY!!

YELLOW!!!!!!!!

Look up the stars, look how they shine for~r you,
and everything you do, yeah, they were all Yellow.
I came along, i wrote a song for~r you,
and all the things you do and it's was called Yellow.
So then i took my~y turn. Oh wat a thing to've done
and it's was all Yellow.

Chorus
Your skin~ñ, oh yeah your skin and bones turn~in into something beautiful.
And you know~w i love you so, you know i love you so~~.
I swam across, i jump across for~r you. Oh what a thing to do,
cos u were all Yellow.
I drew a line, i drew a line for~ you. Oh what a thing to do,
and it was all Yellow, yeah~~.

Your skin~ñ, oh yeah ur skin and bones, turn~in into something beautiful
and you know~~. For you i'd bleed myself~~ dry.
For you i'd bleed myself Dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you~u.
Look how they shine for you~~~u,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you~~~u,
Look how they shine for you~~~u,
Look how they shine.

Look up the stars, look how they shine for~r you.
and all the things you~~u do~~~.


So into this song.. haha.. I've stand back on my feet!!!!!