Emotionless

Past few days have been relying on red wine to help me to fall asleep. This Morning i woke up exceptionally  early, stoning in front of my phone staring at it. Had tried over and over to type and rephrase the sentences. But it just can't express my feeling into words. But i still sent it after thinking through.

After that once i reach office and by right i have to go to SIM for work de. But i suddenly thought of a crazy idea, i went to took bus 45 just to see you from afar. I'm missing you so much, more then i can express over here. Every moment i will think of you...

Sorry that i hide my deepest secret from you. You told me before that between couples there shouldn't be any secret, but i really don know how to tell you this kind of things. Anyways, whatever video that you had seen was the past. I will put it to a stop, i assure you. All i wanted it's just you.
This post will be the end of me hiding things from you. like what you have mention, i will do it.

Today came to know this guy from NEC, helping me to check with there is vacancy in his job which have more benefits compare to mine. hopefully the result is good. meanwhile i have also let JunXi know that no one from OCBC have contacting me. he will go check it out. And RMA call to ask me if i'm interested in Woodlands Ring Primary school to become a ICT trainer. Hopefully there goes on smoothly as well.

I do not have the mood to go to class later at all. :( i'm missing you, in order to control myself. this is the place where i indirectly talk my heart out to you. Love you!!!!