Reflection

Sometimes i really question myself, when food i lost the sense if urgency de mode. I really ponder.

To be very honest i let go of my own mistake so lightly at times. But that is not good at all. My attitude towards my life is like a chui. Like cmi like that... Seriously...

I saw my lamrin classmate posted her post on the group. She had only attend for just a month but i saw how she treasure shi fu's teaching. I'm really very "can gui". How come my thinking isn't like hers? I can really see how she cherish shifu's every teaching eh even though her Chinese isn't really good, but she keep on trying without fail. I Salute her.

How can i not forgive myself so easily so that i know the sense of urgency is very important!!!
I want to change my attitude towards my life to more like "jí jì".

Cracking my brain~~~~