those who admire "L" in deathnote de character here is a photo of him... enjoys hope u all like it....

it's so funny seeing him holding misa's handphone. ^^

i think this one is "light" ba... cause first "kira" like to eat apple...

maybe the apple is for "kira"

sorry guys.... really long time didn't blog le.... because nowadays occupied fully.... wahaha....some more my brother sometimes don let me use com....

ok... let's start from saturday... don worry i'll try to sumarise a bit...

photo at zouk.... from the left to right... me, mao mao

liyanah, junhong, ying hao, xiao bai, ze xiang and lilian.

i went to zouk... haha... my first time to zouk because my mei, which is liyanah invited me de.... somemore it's free... wahaha cause she working down there.... went to drink berban coke(don know how to spell) and volka green tea and waited for people to come to dances....

than we saw a ang mo damn funny cause of his dancing move... than jun hong went to disturb him.. haha.. it was really damn funny....

this is picture where i put my hands behind him... he damn cute right wahaha....

thats all for sat.. ^ ^ hehxx

than for sunday sean, my brother, si ni and me went out together to buy si jie's and bell's de present cause their birthday falls near to each other... than we bought perfume for both of them... ^^ like they got odor like that...(in chinese saying la) ^^ then some photo's are taken at there.... on the right got the video... u all enjoy the slideshow ba..... wahaha... that was really very funny... mostly is my idea de lo..... haha

sean so poor thing didn't got his at last bus on sunday because of us playing at the playground...

than he had to take cab... a lot a lot of things happen on sunday la.... quite a lot of people skipped their monday's lesson and stayed overnight and played...

when monday, we are crazily looking for replacement for my brother because my brother wants to go swimming.... called people till siao... hope sini de hp's bill won't explode....

it was fun..... lazy to mention until so detailed.... after went to eat.... nearby at jurong de hawker and the food was not bad la....

i think that all about it le la..... very tired le.... got to go sleep liao... goodnight.... see ya guys......

last few days didn't blog.... haix.... maybe wasn't in the mood ba..... sorry about it.....

As what i am gOing to say will hurt some people but then i don think i will care about it le....

Days are passing by, my heart slowly harden by itself, my blood, getting colder and colder as the days went by.... i don even know when will i become a senseless creature on this earth.... maybe people will say that i'm bull shitting... some one might proof u all wrong.... this actually happened yesterday....

"boy, you really wan to PS sini arhx? letting her to go home alone so late at this hour arhx?" my brother frown at mi and said.....

"so??? i tot that u say ur leg is very tired? so faster go home lo...." DotXxx replied as if it was nothing at all...

"but than she is a girl lehx....... you really wan to leave her go home alone arhx? wat if.... wat if she keeping rob or being rape.... won't u feel guilty at all mehx?????" my brother raised his voice a little bit....

"....." DotXxx said nothing.

~~silence~~ ~~silence~~ ~~silence~~

" so????? we are in the bus liao.... nvm la... forget about it...." DotXx calmly replied.

"boy, you cannot like that lo...... you see if u really want to become a bad person, in the future u will become more than a bad person lo..... u muz also do good things sometimes... u know!!!" my brother frowning at me again....

"don u think being a bad person u feel more relaxed????? u don even think to think for the other's people feeling.... juz do wat u feel like.... if u are a gd person.... people take advantage of u... in the end u are in the losing end... some more u have to stress yourself out to find a better solution not to hurt people's feeling... don u think that is so troublesome????" talking nicely back to my brother.... trying to reason out my point of view.....

"i don know why.... i juz sometimes treat people this way.... i only have myself in my own heart... putting myself right in the center of my heart" thoughts that are rising in my heart...

"boy... u are not like last time liao lo...... last time... last time u so understanding always think of people's feeling.... but now u are really very wat lo....." my brother said...

~~ silence~~ ~~silence~~

In my heart i know that i am not the ah fok that everyone knows already.... i know that very clearly..... u guys all can feel it de... i am sure of that.... hey people out there don call mi ah fok liao.... i am not fit for that name already....

now i might still sense some feeling... when watching vcd sometimes still will shed some drops of tears for no reasons..... i really don know when i will become a senseless creature in this world?

i don think i will not hesitate to express my own feeling... i will not..... i will not not even hesitate to say "fan"....

now all i care about, is my brother..... he's the only one i really care about.... i will juz feel bad when everyone are against my brother, i cannot take it.... even a person who is much stronger than me, i will still stand boldly in front of my brother... i don know why i care so much..... i don know why!!!!!! DON GIVE MY BROTHER NICKNAMES ANYMORE...... I DON LIKE IT EVEN I AM NOT THE ONE BEING CALL..... IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHERE PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF U, WAT U ALL WILL DO??????????

that all i wan to say............ haix..... bye guys......

haix..... only can use half an hour of com nia... stupid jing.... >.<>

ok la... don know wat to write le... go see er zhou ju zhi wen le.... Bye......... guys Tc....

sian la... T.T i am late for school le.... my brother woke up mi late.... argh... nvm la.. cannot blame him... he also sleep very late for his maple.... since it's late i go a bit later... wahaha.... so i am a bad student....

*Warning* do not try this at home... lol.... when think of warning suddenly that sentence comes into my mind..... last 2 days exciting part was the card game.... WOW TCG (war of warcraft trading card game) haha.. went to play together with lloyd and Lt... than i ask my brother and his friend kelvin to join in....

the game is more to magic the gallery but then still got a little bit like WWE.... because got differciate according to good ppl (alliances) and bad ppl (hot).... so went playing together, at first we meet at S11 at 1pm.... but than Lt overslept and say he tot we meet him 1.30pm.... lol because day before yesterday lloyd said that whoever is late 1 minute= 1 dollar... lol wahaha than Lt really late 30 mins...

after than my brother and his friends when to buy the starter deck and we start eating together and look for place to play our cards..... so we decided to plasy at cheng san cc... as we are walking there walking pass a study area, and we saw sharon at there doing hw.... i was like so surprise to see her.... haha

so we settle at the study are instead of the cc.... sorting out kelvin and my brother de cards really give mi headache, because of lacking of cards.... after that than i sort out my own deck... and went to play with lloyd... overall because i rush sorting out my deck i didn't notice that i made lots of mistake.. cause didn't calculate properly... so he won both matchs

than sharon also come and disturb us... haha lazy to say everything in more details... got to go liao.... so tired... yawn... BYE.............. ^^

si bei sian... ok... not really sian la... now at parklane playing dota with lloyd they all... oops... they wan to go eat le... when i reach home than con't my blog ba... muahah....^^ *twist* and oh ya... i wan say it out loud.... i won't be liking anyone now...... so don spread rumor about mi le la... T.T

hmmm.... that's all ba.... ^^Heex....

Yawn.... so tired!!!!! 2am than sleep now at schoollol... lesson start at eight but the teacher now still haven come.... i wan to sleep.... haha

later don know wat to go tkd or tp open house.... later tkd cynthia is coming....(was a chairman at my badge) she's now teaching as a teacher in bowen... but than at tp got open house once a year lo... somemore veron is in the sch.... don know wan to go find her a not... someone help mi do a decision.... lol...

i think i'll go TKD!!!!!! yay.... no matter how tired i am, whenever i think of tkd automatic become very "xin fen".... haha k la... teacher coming anytime le.... TKD ROX man.....

haix..... today wasn't a good day for mi.... it's really sux lo... today i failed my basic theory test for driving again.... why i failed.... i juz don understand..... they should changed their system lo... they should let us know where are we wrong so i am "foo" why i failed....

ok... than still got a thing happened..... i am damn angry with it lo... it happened before i was taking the test... i left out of my house late and wave a cab... it quite near the driving center so i don mind... so i hop into a cab... it's a malay guy.... so i told him where i want to go... and he said "OK" but than half way he said mi the way... but than i don know... why am i suppose to know???? i paid him to take mi there.... not i guide him to reach my destination....

than he say he stop half way to say he want to check the map.... and will stop the meter, but it's totally bullshit lo... he went on checking, in the end i help him to found out the place for and it wasted $1 buck........... that is alot lo... somemore i was in a rushed...... wat the...... damn piss off...

In the end the whole journey was $7 dollars lo.... wat the FUCK.......(sorry about my language, was damn piss off).... after the test, i try to cheer myself up so went to pasamalam, and buy lots and lots of food and eat together with my brother.... ^ ^ hEheXx....

siAnXxx... tml still have lesson at 8am.... k la... i got to go rest le... goodnight bye bye...........^^

siAnXxx.... all my entries are gone...>.< i'm so lazy to blog now le... no mood to blog..... goodnight guys.... Tc.....

siAnXxx.... all my entries are gone...>.<>

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