Today early in the morning, went to swim together wif ee dar, jing and kel..... We had a lot of fun for 3 of us, jing mi and ee dar.... but maybe kel don use to play till like this wif us so wasn't exciting of very very fun.... We play till hmmm 4pm like that than we return the float to the shop..... 3 of us are so hungry but jing jing had to meet Andy so from eating kfc at the spot we ta bao a set of popcorn chicken cause ee dar long time haven eat and just to stuff something in our stomach...

Jing JIng today to bring extra trouser so had to go home and change to meet andy, so we decided to acc him go back to amk so on the way back we met up and small andy, and set off to my house near by to eat CRAB!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was our second time eating there.... Food was not bad but only the kang kong....

ee Dar got a slight fever actually don wanna her to eat crab de but the chief already fried the crab so i ran to the nearest shop to buy panadol for her.... so after eating, Big andy wanted to sing at K box... so while waiting for him we went to Raiders to play... Ee dar wasn't happy thought and decided to quit dota, may ba same goes for mi... cause getting bored each time playing it.....

At K box, ee dar drank quite a few glasses of tiger beer and got a bit of giddy... so i ask her to rest... She didn't enjoy herself at k box, cause she doesn't really sing... so too bad... in the end we still got to pay the money to Big andy cause he foot the bill for us first, cause all of us were broke.....

Ee Dar vomitted haix... Hope she really fine... She now doing her project at the same time talking to him.... which make mi jealous cause ....... don say better haha...... tml still got school but i can't even sleep...argh all my mind is her..... Miss u deeply.... Hope there's a day that i wish will happened..... Love u lots.....

(loving u everyday everyhour everymin everysec of my whole life till the day u give up)

nowadays, keep watching movie... broke my record... lol... yesterday watched a stupid show called triangle...... it's really very lame show la... no content at all.. somemore even can act after being run down by a car, if it's guys maybe still can stand up la... but that was a skinny girl..... she fainted but, after a while she woke up and find food eat like nothing happen like that......
It's a stupid show....... Don See!!!!!!!!!!

at least today, it's a show that worth watching, there's humorous part and touching part... it's a show called the "Game Plan" if i'm not wrong.... this show must watch.... tml going to pasar malam... hope nothing is going to happen between two goups of friends ba....

Yawn,..... i'm tired... bye all.... Snore.............. ^^

I'm finally back to school........ All people see mi is like very weird lo.... maybe couse i 3 weeks didn't go back to sch including holiday don nid go back... juz because i cut my hair and didn't wear spec... some even say,'' u in our class one mehx?????" i was like blur la... i know them but they don know me... than was those who seldom hang around with mi said de....

I sure lagging behind a lot a lot de.... haix!!!!!!!!! i got to buck up ah!!!!!!!!! Chris is time to wake up liao....... Plan for the future and don think anymore!!!!!!!!! Don think about them ANYMORE!!!! The most drink to forget lo.... Lol... Forgive, Forget, Forever...........

Got to go out meet my brother liao..... Heex..... Watch Movie, Watch Movie, Watch Movie, Watch Movie....... wwwwwwweeeeeeeee......Hope my life will brightnen up..... Jia you.....

Damn those ppl............ for the things they did to mi unfaintfull........ I will seek for revenge using my cunniness....... And i'll will say it ONe day........................ REVENGE IS INDEED SWEET............................

Haix, recently just feel like blogging...... i don think people will know about it also...... who would really care that a blog u updated once in the blue moon......... it's morning now again then i feel like sleeping....... Sch? no i'm not going..... had not been to school for 3 weeks le... all the teacher may tot i disappear and don want to come back to school........

later i'm working at six.... really hope that nothing will happen.... i don wish something to happen and spoil my mood of working... Nowadays really feel like go clubbling, relax myself blast he music into my ears...... Yesterday, did quarrel with her but a small one..... Soon maybe one day i will ne single again... Due to my Jealousy and what a "good" friend i had helping mi to break off with her.......
i don really wish to name out the person....

My brother, fok di ask mi to liu long long de hair and go strianghten it.... than more girls will come find mi.... haha what a stupid ways of doing...... Jing!!!!!!!!! i rather i spend my money on u......... really juz only u... just to make u happy i'm satisfied..... *wat a stupid person i am... lol....

Waking her up to school or not? still deciding.... scare that my effort is being throw away..... maybe i don nid to wake her up.... maybe someone will wake her up and sweet talk to her....... Letting go is hard...... but i think i am strong enough to take it like one of my collegue told mi.... Be strong....... lol

As for Tkd..... i don really know when i going back...... i'm rusty already i needed to train if really needed for self defense.... I miss my pAst!!!!!!! stupid entry.......stupid mi....... Going to sleep soon...

Wish u beg for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haix.... Day by day my life is getting more and more restless..... I don even have the feeling to go to school, everyday slept in the morning till late morning than wake up......

Really, my life totally sucks now....... "Friends, is it really a thing that u can trust so such???" i sat down and wonder the whole day......... Sometimes i don even know what i wan? what is the purpose for mi of living? Is so ridiculous enduring all the pain and hardship.....

Why am i so useless i wonder.... I'm too tired to bother things so most of the times i don even care about it....... Why about making yourself more tired??? I don even have a target in life...... Sometimes just wish that i can have a life with no worries for money, relationship, etc Who doesn't wan this kind of life.......
3 years working in Hotel Rendezvous liao, had seen lots of situations...... Got happy de, also same sure got sad de la........

Single is better or Having de other half is better, i graduatly think of this question...... For the answer is had found out i decide to keep it to myself...... Getting emo more and more each day....

Stupid mi, staring at the blank walls and my mind is flashing lots and lots of things........ What is honest???????? What is trust??????? What is lie???????? can someone simplify for mi so that i can think of what she thinks......

Do i really wan to be Ah Fok forever???? Act as nothing happens when he's clearly know what's the situations about? Leting it go? will that be fine? What if my heart soften???? Why am i such a soft hearted guys? Treating ppl good really Help myself???

Think and think and think................... Till he falls down one day...... unable to face the problems he had, unable to get up on his feet again? when is the day coming, this is juz like a feeling that days are not left much for him...... Saying Tc to himself........ HOPE TO SEE U IN HELL ONE DAY, FOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!