Fu*k la.... What the hell... All these funny kind of excuses u also can use,.... WHY WAN TO MAKE MI SO PEH CHEY... KELVIN MI AND SINI DE PROBLEM U FU*KING CARE SO MUCH FOR WAT... KEEP ASKING SEAN TO CALL MY BROTHER TO ASK MI ON MY PHONE AND CONTACT SI NI.......... HEY.... KEL ARE U TOO FREE TO BE SO 3 8 MA? TOO FREE GO FIND BETTER THING TO DO LA.......
WHAT A FUCKING DAY.... ...
BREAK MEAN BREAK LA... DAMN FUCKING DU LAN...................
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Did i really make the right choice? I can say it out loud that i love her deeply don i really can't stand her attitude already... after break off then change the attitude for wat? it's already too late le.. it already too late i say... i believe myself that can get through this thing de.... shui rang you hen duo yi wan ge bu yuan yi but still it's ime to let go.....
Reason breaking up with her is juz it couldn't withstand the attitude no more... i'm really tired..... It wasn't i like people ... It wasn't like this....
Hearing upon that u are alright make mi feel an wei also... at least u are not as stupid as last time... cut urself injured urself.... u have change in this place.....
Carry on with my aimlessly life now..... Do god really exist???? i really ponder.... how do to communicate with him???? how he reply u???? Can he really help u to find the way out???? To mi, it's more like it's a think that make u have self confident in doing ur own things... with much confident u will try and gain the experience......
Someone help mi out instead of god???? cause i juz can't believe that he's around.... I only do things than only benefit mi... those things that doesn't concern about mi, i will totally ignore.... Cause wat i think now is I am the most important, follow by family..... I have change to a guy which doesn't really like to help out at all.... my heart may say help him help him... but my mind is stopping mi watever it could takes.
Really i want to know... who have i become???? my images of my father is slowly disappearing in my life.... I wanted to be like my father so capable, so caring, so helpful... Say really la... how i really wish when i wake up and once again i see my gather and consult him........
Tat all.... back to games. it's so bored.... bored....
single on 22nd March 2008 00.00am...........................................................
Reason breaking up with her is juz it couldn't withstand the attitude no more... i'm really tired..... It wasn't i like people ... It wasn't like this....
Hearing upon that u are alright make mi feel an wei also... at least u are not as stupid as last time... cut urself injured urself.... u have change in this place.....
Carry on with my aimlessly life now..... Do god really exist???? i really ponder.... how do to communicate with him???? how he reply u???? Can he really help u to find the way out???? To mi, it's more like it's a think that make u have self confident in doing ur own things... with much confident u will try and gain the experience......
Someone help mi out instead of god???? cause i juz can't believe that he's around.... I only do things than only benefit mi... those things that doesn't concern about mi, i will totally ignore.... Cause wat i think now is I am the most important, follow by family..... I have change to a guy which doesn't really like to help out at all.... my heart may say help him help him... but my mind is stopping mi watever it could takes.
Really i want to know... who have i become???? my images of my father is slowly disappearing in my life.... I wanted to be like my father so capable, so caring, so helpful... Say really la... how i really wish when i wake up and once again i see my gather and consult him........
Tat all.... back to games. it's so bored.... bored....
single on 22nd March 2008 00.00am...........................................................
Friday, March 21, 2008
life is hard for mi nowadays..... things that i wanna do and i like to do had to think twice....
Thinking back to the past, i regretted hearing mark's advice (former RH staff). i know he mean well....
You shouldn't accept a girl if u don like her..... Getting poorer and crazily thinking about my debts........... argh!!!!! How am i going to return it.... TTS Hospital-$60 bucks, M1-$290.65 bucks, Lloyd- $150 bucks........... I'm so stress out!!!!!! How much i earn is really not enought no matter how much IT JUZ NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *headache*
How come i getting more and more cham.... ITE, i didn't study for my last paper. It's juz only one and the most important of all yet i didn't study, most of the answer is empty.... It's really blank pages.... I think i can't get into poly liao argh!!!!!!!!! haven see Dae de result of Rp.... I don wan to repeat ITE for 1 year!!!! *why my head is getting more and more painful typing all this shit*
My mother had a lot of expectation of mi... Longing for mi to support this tiny Family, I can't even feed myself.... My mother went to temple last time, and i ask her wat happen. she say that the priest told her, i will support her and look after when i go to society to work... She believe that i can... But she didn't know that i really really scare that i can't do it....
Having no Tertiary Cert, how much can i earn? Working at Hotel rendezvous, i had seen people 40+ yrs old earning $1000+ bucks.... It's like shit la.... I'm really worried... wat if my dae can't get into poly and i really had to go to NS already....
Wat will be my life like in future?????????????? I really scare to know the answer...
Wake up in my 30+ and my life is mess up!!!!!!!! I don wan!!!!!!!!!!!!! *i like emo-ing* no but i really scare it happen, Life like a mess, want to buy things no money buy....
Today was a stupid day for me. Doing nothing at home, now it's already 8.30pm i haven even got a single bite from the morning till now.... Don have money don have food... stupid mi!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe i should go for the competiton "survivor" maybe i can win $100k? lol *dreaming again....*
My blog has spider web on it.... long time since i blog..... my entires is pathetic... 2 person de finger and toes all add together... still got left ah... I don wan to live in this type of life...... Let me sleep at night like a normal person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or don let mi wake up also can!!!!!!!!!! *headache headache stress stress*
that all i wanna compliant... bye
Thinking back to the past, i regretted hearing mark's advice (former RH staff). i know he mean well....
You shouldn't accept a girl if u don like her..... Getting poorer and crazily thinking about my debts........... argh!!!!! How am i going to return it.... TTS Hospital-$60 bucks, M1-$290.65 bucks, Lloyd- $150 bucks........... I'm so stress out!!!!!! How much i earn is really not enought no matter how much IT JUZ NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *headache*
How come i getting more and more cham.... ITE, i didn't study for my last paper. It's juz only one and the most important of all yet i didn't study, most of the answer is empty.... It's really blank pages.... I think i can't get into poly liao argh!!!!!!!!! haven see Dae de result of Rp.... I don wan to repeat ITE for 1 year!!!! *why my head is getting more and more painful typing all this shit*
My mother had a lot of expectation of mi... Longing for mi to support this tiny Family, I can't even feed myself.... My mother went to temple last time, and i ask her wat happen. she say that the priest told her, i will support her and look after when i go to society to work... She believe that i can... But she didn't know that i really really scare that i can't do it....
Having no Tertiary Cert, how much can i earn? Working at Hotel rendezvous, i had seen people 40+ yrs old earning $1000+ bucks.... It's like shit la.... I'm really worried... wat if my dae can't get into poly and i really had to go to NS already....
Wat will be my life like in future?????????????? I really scare to know the answer...
Wake up in my 30+ and my life is mess up!!!!!!!! I don wan!!!!!!!!!!!!! *i like emo-ing* no but i really scare it happen, Life like a mess, want to buy things no money buy....
Today was a stupid day for me. Doing nothing at home, now it's already 8.30pm i haven even got a single bite from the morning till now.... Don have money don have food... stupid mi!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe i should go for the competiton "survivor" maybe i can win $100k? lol *dreaming again....*
My blog has spider web on it.... long time since i blog..... my entires is pathetic... 2 person de finger and toes all add together... still got left ah... I don wan to live in this type of life...... Let me sleep at night like a normal person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or don let mi wake up also can!!!!!!!!!! *headache headache stress stress*
that all i wanna compliant... bye
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