Tuesday, June 8, 2010 . 9:58 PM

It so fast that half a year have already past, during this 6 months a lot of things happen around me... There're really a lot of unhappy stuff happened to me.... *Argh* 为什么会这样!!!!!

Lot's of things that i can't predict, can't control at all!! I hate this kind of thing... This year i had change a lot.. Really a lot that i don't even regconise who am i, Where is the old me??? Haix...... I don want to know so much things.... What for u know so much in the end you have to do a lot more then de other and u eventually can calculate roughly what will happen! I rather be a person who follow through motion and be a blur f*(k so i don know anything at all....

Rejected by airforce due to citizenship, People lose their trust towards me, No longer people look up to me... I am just nobody!!!! Most importantly is that this year i lost my best friend!!! *Argh!!!!*



Tml will be exactly one month since the thing happen, till now i still can't forget and forgive myself.... But i have to continue walking promise myself that i won't contact anymore... Never... 就是不能原谅这样的自己!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!