Friday, December 10, 2010 . 12:40 AM

You just can't see that i'm tired!!!!! THAT's alll!!!!!!! I've been working so hard so hard!!!!! IT'S SO DAMN HARD!!!!!! BUT U JUST TAKE IT FOR GRANTED.... u just care that i don have care for you... WHY!!!! Cause i'm working for our future!!! and yet u just don understand!!!!

I am seriously under pressure!! Do u know what?? If i stop working for one day, i am so scare!! Damn scare that we don't have the money... I've been asking myself whether or not to see a phyciarist!! I Give myself so much pressure but yet u just don know... u don know why am i working so hard!!! I hate it...

U just think that i work and work and work....... do have time for you.... but u know what, i try to meet you everyday if i finish work early even thought that i am dead tired!! You don't look like u appreciate that..... You know how hard i work for the money just for us???

I am tired!!! really tired, just would u mind give me a small break? i just want to relax alone some times!! I lost my crab today! just looking at my puffer fish really make my day end happily... they so good.. swim here and there, don need to work... and got such a caring de owner always look after them...

controlling temperature, the salt level, the ammonia level, the filter!! i will change the water every 2 or 3 days without fail even though i am so so tired... Puffy, u really make my day end smiling sweetly.... You are just so so adorable!! love you 2!! (i don have name for them) LOL